I used to think that I was a fixed point / Take stances / Take sides / Take mine / I'm not the same as I was before / I'm not the same as I was before / I didn't wanna be / Cast wide inside you're gonna have to learn to try / Sometimes I think that the world could just end / Take time off from my consciousness and start again / Are you the same as you were before? / am I the same as I was before? / Why would you wanna be / It's gonna take time to change a lot of things / You've gotta hold tight let go of anything / And learn something more than you knew before / It's all right now it's alright now it's all right now it's alright now it's all right now it's alright now it's all right now it's alright / I learned something more than I knew before / It's gonna take time to change anything you've gotta hold tight let go of anything / I'm not the same as I was before I'm not the same as I was before

Cuz I'm not/ your type/ that's cool/ I didn't wanna be/ feels good/ to let it hang out/ air my tits out/ because I wanna/ not for you/ or anyone / And I won't ask if you don't tell it's how it's got to be / It's the same to me we all agree it's just the simple fact that / Every day in every way and every day in every way / It's not ok it's not ok it's not ok it's not ok / And I won't guess if you don't show your secrets safe with me / It's the same to me we all agree it's just the simple fucking things / Don't you touch me! Just try to touch me! Don't you touch me! Just try to touch me! / It's not ok it's not ok it's not ok it's not ok / But you just keep on pushin pushin until you fall down

Sometimes it’s hard to keep up with the pace of a failing status quo resigning to their fate / and I’m a little lazy when it comes to helping out, I’d rather sleep all day, let my brain just sort it out / So heavy! Too Heavy! / I’d rather get stoned alone, than sit and talk with you / I’d rather get stoned alone than sit and talk with you / Do you know it’s hard to act like I still care? / Put on my people face, crawl out from my lair / Don’t you think it’s time we cut ourselves some slack? It’s all a symptom of a psychic sneak attack / So heavy! Too heavy / And I know just what to do / I’m just passing through / What’s your excuse? / Can’t let it out / Can’t hold it in / Just numb for a while / Can’t let it out / Can’t hold it in / Don’t want your life / Sometimes it’s hard to keep up with the pace of a failed society crawling to it’s fate

You’re so celebrated for everything you do / Let’s all celebrate ya! / Yeah everyone is here for you / Do you say what you mean? / Do you mean what you say? / Distance / Defense / Just give us something easy / I know imposter syndrome happens every day / What if we flipped it and it went the other way? / You’re so celebrated / Yeah you know what is best / And I’m celebrating! / Come on, put me to the test / I say what I mean / I mean what I say / Distance / Defense / Just give us something easy! / “I guess I just like my women a little less angry, you know? Why’s she gotta yell all the time? Chill out, it’s just a joke” / I know imposter syndrome happens every day / What if we flipped it and it went the other way? / No need to pass thru their gates / Just play it like you want / Don’t need permission / From anyone / You’re so celebrated / For doing nothing new

How long is your tail? / What kind of magic do you sell? / Will the cure come quick? / Or will it drip? / Is the fever thick? / And will it stick? / Are you dumb and lazy? / Are you proud and tired? / Do you see right through me, baby? / Do you see inside? / I owe you nothing / Less than nothing / Take your nothing and go get gone / We owe you nothing / Less than nothing / You don’t exist if we don’t let you hold on / How sure is your shot? / Are you on course or are you lost? / When the storm rolls in will your hide grow thin? / If you shed your skin we might let you in / Are you dumb and lazy? / Are you proud and tired? / If you see right through me, baby, will you come inside? / I owe you nothing / Less than nothing / Take your nothing and go get gone / We owe you nothing / Less than nothing / You don’t exist if we don’t let you hold / I bind you / I bind you / I bind you / I owe you nothing / Less than nothing / Take your nothing and GO GET GONE / WE OWE YOU NOTHING / LESS THAN NOTHING / YOU DON’T EXIST IF WE DON’T LET YOU HOLD ON

It’s easy not to eat / Just drink more coffee / Smoke more weed / Don’t admit defeat / Give my body what it needs / Cuz I’m hangry / I’m hangry / I’m hangry / I’M HANGRY / I just might be crazy after all / Too far gone to ever have it all / And if you see what it did to me / Maybe something better happens after all / I WANNA BE FRIENDS WITH MY BODY / I WANNA BE FRIENDS WITH MY BODY / I WANNA BE FRIENDS WITH MY BODY / But I’m not feelin it / All I do is eat / It doesn’t matter what it needs / Disassociate / So you don’t feel anything / Cuz I’m hangry / I’m hangry / I’m hangry / I’M HANGRY / And all I do is beg for it / I sleep myself inside of it / I can’t think I can’t feel I just dream of it / and I’m trying / I just might be crazy after all / Too far gone to ever have it all / And if you see what it did to me / Maybe something better happens after all

Ego / It’s all about your ego / Try hard / Work through what’s been done / Ego / Is running on low / Try hard just to keep showing up / Feelings / Let’s talk about your feelings / Try hard just to find out / Learn to soften / Learn to let go / I don’t wanna be the only one to stick around when all my defects turn default / And after all’s been said and all the things still in my head come spewing out / I’ll take it all / I don’t wanna be defeated / I don’t wanna be defeated / When you take my fall / And after all’s been said and all the things still in my head come spilling out I take it all / You know I’m trying? / Can you feel it? / I try hard just to keep it alive/ And does your voice shake because the song breaks? / A lone wolf won’t do / Reach out feel you / I don’t wanna be the only one to stick around when all my defects turn default / And after all’s been said and all the things still in my head come spewing out / I’ll take it all / I don’t wanna be defeated / I don’t wanna be defeated / When you take my fall / And after all’s been said and all the things still in my head come spilling out / I take it all / Can’t hold on to anything / You know, chance is NOT my fault / I don’t wanna be the only one to stick around when all my defects turn default / Can’t hold on to anything / You know, it still could be my fault / And I don’t wanna be the only one to stick around when all my defects turn to fault

Don’t be like them / Don’t be like them / Don’t be like them / Your silence is defense / Don’t be like them / Don’t be like them / Don’t be like them / Your silence is defense / I’m lazy / A little hungry / Kinda tired / There’s nothing to do here / I’m angry at nothing / Just hear what I want to hear / So / Don’t be like them / Don’t be like them / Don’t be like them / Your silence is defense / Don’t be like them / Don’t be like them / Don’t be like them / Your silence is defense / Our silence is defense / OUR SILENCE IS DEFENSE! / Too cool to care / I think that YOU’RE the square / Too cool to care / “Wait… am I the square?” / Too cool to care / Well I think that YOU’RE the square / Too cool to care / Wait… / Who’s opinion matters to you? / Say that you don’t care when you really do / Used to be impressed by misbehavior / Maybe if I’m tough / If I’m soft / If I show it off / Nothing you do will ever make them want you / Too cool to care / Well I think that YOU’RE the square / Too cool to care / “Wait… Am I the square?” / Too cool to care / Well I think that YOU’RE the square / Too cool to care / Wait… / Why do I get worked up over things that I don’t want? / Should I let them have it? / Should I show them what it feels like? / On the edge and listening but no one’s saying anything at all / Talk talk talk talk NOT WORTH HEARING / Too cool to care / Well I think that YOU’RE the square / Too cool to care / “Wait… Am I the square?” / Too cool to care / Well I think that YOU’RE the square / Too cool to care / Wait…

What about the sky? / Is it not enough? / What about the earth below? / Is it not enough? / I don’t need your moral code to appreciate / What about the sky? / Is it not enough? / Nature is enough / Don’t need the promise of what lies ahead / It’s all just dust / A human virus crawling on her face / I know it’s hard not to know / What will happen when we go / But I don’t need to know / I’VE GOT ENOUGH / IS THAT ENOUGH? / I’VE GOT ENOUGH / IS THAT ENOUGH? / What about the sky the Earth the ground the trees are they not enough for you to be complete / What about the earth below / Is it not enough for you? / I don’t need your moral code your faith is full of holes and hypocrisy / HYPOCRISY / What about the sky? / Is it not enough? / Nature is enough! / Don’t need the promise of what lies ahead / It’s all just dust / A human virus crawling on her face / I know it’s hard not to know what will happen when we go / But I don’t need to know / Nature is enough! / Don’t need the promise of what lies ahead / It’s all just dust / A human virus crawling on her face / I know it’s hard not to know what will happen when we go / But I don’t need to know

See a picture of yourself and it is good or bad / But not supposed to talk about it / Talkin’ ‘bout it’s bad / And value is the game we play with bodies, time and myth / We’re not supposed to talk about it / NOT SUPPOSED TO TALK ABOUT IT / But I can’t stop obsessing / It’s what I do the best / Try to calm the fight that’s in your head and in your heart / And if I sing it loud enough then SOMETHING’S bound to start / And if you wanna “learn to pay to play the human way” / You’ve gotta learn to talk about it / GOTTA LEARN TO TALK ABOUT IT / But I can’t stop obsessing / It’s what I do the best / I’ll be honest / Not good at letting go / Facing backwards / Away from what we know / I’ll be honest / Some things have GOT to change / If you need me I’ll be saying I can stop obsessing / I’m trying my very best / Reached into the center and pulled out me / Is that the way that it’s supposed to be? / Every last piece is a part of me / I reach into the center and pull out me / There’s this way that I am that I don’t want to be and it’s patterns of wear on my face and my jeans / It’s letting go It’s passing through / It’s not something you try to do / But if you hold too tight you’ll let it die / Glad I didn’t but now I’m terrified that all there is is what we see / If you listen close you’ll hear it leak out like this / I wanna believe that I’m always gonna change and it makes you feel the pull of space / I’m gonna believe that things never stay the same and you’ll still want me around / I wanna believe that I’m always gonna change and it makes you feel the pull of space / I’ve gotta believe that things never stay the same and you still want me around

Be careful what you wish for / It might come true / Be careful what you wish for / It’s gonna come back to you / I don’t mind guessing all the time / Cuz reading your mind’s no fun / I’ll make sure that every single word I say to you I say out loud / Yeah, yeah / Uh-huh, okay / Yeah, yeah / Be careful what you wait for / It’s still a guess / Be careful what you wait for / It doesn’t mean you know best / I don’t mind guessing all the time / Cuz reading your mind’s no fun / I’ll make sure every single word I say to you I say out loud / Yeah, yeah / Uh-huh, okay / Yeah, yeah / Uh-huh, okay